I guess... i like some things to be constant. Like... my sis would always be up for beef noodles and steamboat, the indonesian rice stall would always be on that street in that corner or my story books are always located at the uppermost level of my cabinet.
And then... there are things that i keep constant, so much that it becomes a habit. Like... when i come back home, the first thing i'll do is on the light. Or there's a certain pattern or steps i take when i bathe, eat and sleep.
And then there are things that you wish arent that constant but they most unfortunately are... like, when i come back, and my sis is at home, the door to my room will be locked. Or, when my mum says she'll fetch me (or anyone), she'll be late.
But i guess... i like changes too. I like seeing my cousins getting smarter and more lovable each week, i like eating different types and variety of food each week when my aunts take turns to cook.
And lately, i've been having lots of changes in my life. School has never been so demanding, friends have never been so far apart, and yet despite all these, theres this one huge change that has made my life so much better. Sure, there are adjustments to be made, but in the end, its all worth it.
I quote from SQ's blog: "A constant is anything that one finds personal and has shown to be a remarkable unwavering force in times when an anchor is needed."
There are just somethings... or someone... you want to have as a constant in your life.
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