This is funny.
I have this huge amount of work to do but im not doing it. This is the first time in my history in SMU that i have not been able to finish my term paper beforehand. In fact, im no where near completion. And do i look like i care? Hell yea.
I can't seem to find my focus, my grip, my motivation to just concentrate and sit down for 4 hours to finish it. I dont seem to have the resources, dont have time to find those resources, dont have the energy to make time.
So much for wanting to be an IO psychologist. So much for that. Its just so disoganized, i myself dont really know what its asking and what it wants. All im doing is regurgitating what others have written. Somehow, thats not A+ material i think...
If i can somehow smoke through this like what i have done for my other FOUR papers... It should be fine right? Im just so tired... tired of school, tired of work, tired of staying back till 11p.m in school trying to do unsolvable CAT assignments and meeting impossible deadlines, making notes that i dont even know helps, revising subjects that i have no hope of attaining a good grade for.
Its useless and unbearable. I just want all these to end.
Oh well. back to work. "We'll see how it goes..." i hate that phrase.
2 comments:
hi stace. i think, in the face of all this work, try not to give up? i think you can! so you'll just have to fight on and know that gloria believes in youuuu! :) miss you.
aw gee... its people like you who makes me feel i do indeed have the strength! love you so much! call me sometime to talk please? i really want to hear from you! miss you too.
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