would i?

Time's passing by so fast...

Everyone's leaving gradually. Tomorrow, Shan's flying back to New York, Come Febuary, Daryl and Glowy will be gone too. Before i know it, my sis would be leaving for her master's. And then, its time for me to go too.

What was a holiday is no more and we're back to school. Soon, there will be that same familiar mad rush to meet datelines and cramming for exams. Then after that, the holidays appear again, and then school will start and end and the cycle repeats till i find myself at the end of my school life. And then more datelines and cramming.

My mum's turning 50 this year, do u know fast that is?

And then u sit down and think, will i change with time? or would some things be left constant? Then i suppose its what i want to keep constant isnt it? But then again, sometimes we dont have much choice.

would i still....

look out of the car when im sitting at the back and count the number of raindrops that fall on the windowpane?

look down when im walking?

look at the world and still be AMAZED at how small i am?

play silly games when im alone at home and laugh at myself when i cheat?

talk to myself all the time?

cry when i watch anything remotely stirring or laugh at cartoons?

fall madly in love with musicals and performances and poetry and would review it multiple times so i can fall in love with it over and over again?

be scared of being alone in the dark?

be writing poems or songs?

feel blessed with what i have and with whats given to me thus far?

would i still have you?