im feeling cold

U know that something is seriously wrong with you physically when u feel cold all the time. Feeling cold in school is inevitable, feeling cold when you're walking in the rain is understandable, feeling cold when you're bathing in HOT water is just a huge warning signal that something is not quite right.

And with the cold comes other "symptoms" that you cant control. For example, uncontrollable shivering and teeth chattering. With the cold also comes unstoppable appetite and food gorging. I eat non stop nowadays and its not even because i feel like eating, its more of i HAVE TO eat to keep myself warm. Darn, not only do i feel cold, i feel fat too.. what a lousy mood to be in.

Maybe its the type of food im eating, i should eat more "hot" stuff like chilli and hot soup, not suhsi and rice. Or maybe its just the way im living nowadays, like im always used to the hot weather and now that singapore is entering some wet season hence lower temperature, my body is not used to it and it just needs some time to adjust. Or maybe theres just something wrong with my bean-shaped organ... which might be due to poor consumption of water, plus an extremely overwrought diet of red meat (beef, i like...). My screwed up "homeostasis" system is just not working well and if its coupled with any form of neuphrology (dieseases affecting the bean-shaped organ), oh well...

nonetheless, im feeling cold.