im breaking down

You hugged me... like you've never hugged before. I dont know what i felt or how i feel, all i know was that i didnt want you to go again.

And that was when i ran. i ran down. i looked everywhere for you, the street, the busstop, all these questions going through:

what are you doing? what are you going to say to him? what will he think? are u crazy? dont tell him anything that will spoil your friendship.

But all i knew was that i wanted to see you. and i wanted to hug you. hug you the way u hugged me. like never before.

but i couldnt find you. i tried, i ran, i searched, all the time praying. praying i can find you. knowing you were someplace near.

but i couldnt find you.