Keeping it Simple

Sometimes, you catch yourself doing things you never thought you'd be doing, never thought you'd be saying and then you realize how ironic everything is.

Things you do not approve of in the past becomes something you habitually do now. Things you laugh at people for, you find the same things happening to you. I do believe in the circle effct, what comes around.. comes around... You get high and you get low, its all about balance right? I dont believe that someone can always be high all the time or that someone can be low all the time either. I believe life is plaaned in such a way that we get to experience a multitude of events and circumstances that will ultimately define the way in which we interpret our balance in life, our identity, ourselves.

So when i catch myself doing things i prevously said i would never do... it just makes me aware of myself and how i could ever said what i said in the past, or do what i am doing now. I know this is a little confusing for people out there but im just as fumbled...

In psychology, we learn people make excuses for what they do to ensure they get a sense of consistency with their past thoughts and their present actions. But we also learn that that can be one fatal flaw in the human character because that brings us down to the path of delusionment and deceleration of growth. What we do know is that humans rarely engage in the process of introspection because for one, its a painful process that could possibly mean stripping down all previous thoughts and resolutions and for another, it means possibly admitting that we're not such a good person after all...

Then again... dont we all wish people around us to stop being so dense and that they should be the ones doing some thinking instead? And then you start thinking, but changes start from yourself so you should change and if you want the other person to know... you should voice it out... the cycle never ends... we're all meant to live our lives constantly wondering, constantly hoping, constantly wishing.. and just constantly thinking but never doing.