Keeping it Simple

Its been two days since my "stay in" and i'm doing fine. not meeting anyone is not a big deal to me. although i am getitng worried of what i will do once i finish the last of the "friends" vcds. (damn, just remembered i just finished it.) which leaves me with absolutely nothing to do tomorrow. lets see, i could:

1. finish my sewing that i started five damn long years ago.
2. read finish the book that i started today
3. read finish the 2 books my sis bought
4. watch my dvds
5. read online comics (and yearn for love once again)
6. play guitar and attempt to find my true calling to the piano.
7. bathe (i should try that. this isnt the west)
8. pack my room (though i'm not very keen on doing it)
9. ah, attempt the maths problems so i can ACTUAlly teach on Friday.
10.What i absolutely CANNOT do, think. i CANNOT think anymore because it is because of THAT that has cause my severe depression and my questionably level of sanity.
11. Watch cartoons all day long (but thats not going to be good for my cornea)
12. damn it, is there so little things i can do when i'm alone at home? i'm not a guy! i can't make myself"happy". i could try to play hide and seek with my maid but then i have to start thinking of places that i can actually hide in.
13. Exercise! now why didnt i think about that? i must i ABSOLUTELY MUST EXERCISE. its part of the plan (evil laughter in the background)
14. plan my exchange. everything about it.
15. plan my academic progression
16. re read my literature books, in fact i would like to read the tempest.
17. haha i could do a joey and call my sis at work and SCARE the hell outta her. (but i have neither the guts nor the resources to do so)
18. surf the net all day looking up for absolutely nothing and wasting away a perfect day
19. plan my 21st birtday party.
20. check out my mum's jewellery and occupy myself for a good hour or two trying them out.
21. why stop there, why dont i try out everything in my wardrobe again! (ah why bother, as if i;m meeting people again)
22. make a list on what i want to do during this whole month. or better still make a TIMETABLE! (i love making timetables)
23. watch tv the whole day and again, the cornea advice that i would obviously not pay heed to. 24. sleep. but that just proves how boring it is.
25. i could spend another hour like this thinking of what i can do instead of doing them like now.

i think the last one pretty much woke me up to the reality of everything. all right i'll keep everything in mind so i can try them out sometime. meanwhile, i better get started on my timetable.