soft skills

i just went through 3 days of intensive learning. soft skills programmes by shepherd spheres. it originally started out horribly, nothing more could be expected from it and i wanted out. but as the days went by, i learnt more about myself, learnt more about life, learnt more about stuff actually.

Its hard to explain what exactly was in the course. i just feel that i have been lacking so many things for so long and that i should apply an di should think more everytime i do something.

and then i felt that pple who did not come to the course should not even be allowed to participate in orientation. it may be harsh (and thats another thing i learnt about myself. im harsh, sensitive and have high expectation) i believe that pple who do not have the same goals could never fully work together. i intend to use what i have learnt and put it into play when i go back to school. my goal is to do well, i will do well.

my time alone is working out fine. im not seeing anyone. havent seen anyone (as in really go out) for a week already. i've been slobbing around, gaining weight. eating (actually i havent really been eating only brunch).do i miss company? i think in some ways i do but i dont yearn for it now. maybe as the days go on, i will but not now.

i feel changed. i feel different. for once, i feel like i now posess the capabilities to tackle Singapore Management University.