Making myself happy

Things that would make me happy: (things that are set upon reasonable bondaries)

1. i would love to hang with Gloria soon
2. i am eagerly waitin to hang out with alex on friday which is tomorrow!
3. i can look forward to my hongkong AND australia trip
4. i could watch multiple episodes of friends
5. i cant wait for the holidays to come so i can spend time with my cuz
6. my 21st birthday party!
7. Going clubbing
8. Getting high!!!
9. JigsW PUZZLES!
10. painting , i should resume my art
11. learning new songs on my guitar
12. singing
13. swimming and floaing on the pool
14. sushi, shima!
15. Playing on line games
16. hanging out with myself to write my diary
17. reading all those books!
18. plan my academic progression (and not make illogical aspirations)
19. Give tuition
20. Actually, i do like going out alot and just talking to friends. MARTIN! ALEX! FANG! SARA!!!21. do do do love eating
22. i want to go back to church again
23. i want to commit to church again
24. i wanna make more friends
25. i want to keep in touch with more people
26. i wanna be close to my family members
27. ooh! i wanna have lunch with my rafflesaunties!!!
28. i love going to the gym
29. a trip overseas with just me and my friends
30. i want ot visit gloria in australia and my other friends as well
31. snow!
32. Brazilian wax!
33. Threadin my eyeborws
34. Inidan cuisine
35. Pernakan!!!! ooh indonesian rice
36. i love dogs
37. i want my dream home
38.( Hmm come to think of it, the notion of having guys around is not that appealing and i can i CAN make myself happy without them. Just rembering this fact that i can be independent, is something happy to be about)
39. For once, not caring about what other people think or feel abotu me
40. being strong and independent
41. Not being afraid of the dark or being alone.
42. drawing
43. i love lazing around too
44. i love planning
45. dont tell anyone, i love studying too!!!
46. i lvoe getting new experiences
47. walking in the rain!
48. shopping for myself, buying myself giftss. actually, buying people gifts too.
49. playing and coming up with creative games with my little cousins!!!
50. carrying everyone of my cousins. Justin!!!!