It started 2 weeks ago with the sore throat and the cough. now its on to the flu and uncontrollable tearing. perhaps this illness thats moving from the mouth to the nose, towards the eyes is a sign that it will eventually just move upward until there's no where else to go but away... which constitues one of my insane reasons not to see the guy with the stethescope.
another seemingly ridiculous reason is the belief that countering the germs with my own biological defense without any external aid would increase body immunity in the long term and make me somewhat immortal against any minor illnesses. MUAHAHA.
Me not liking medicine has NOTHING to do with avoiding the doctor. I repeat. it has NOTHING to do with not going to the doctor.
how am i suppose to be studying for my FIVE modules if i can't even last 2 hours in the library without filling the whole table with rolled up tissue paper and sneezing every 45 seconds (yes i count). everyone looks at this girl who bundles herself up with 2 jackets and hunched over from all her sneezes. i'm either getting alot of sympathy looks or annoyed stares.
And what have i done thus far? all right managed to complete notes for 1 mod. finishing 80% of notes for another 2 and 70% for the last 2. thats a good sign.if i work hard today... im going to finish notes for everything then can get down to the REAL work.
I dont have the physical nor mental capability to engage in long term (meaning 2 hours) studying.
did i mention im going to malaysia on thursday to play golf? i must be insane to take this break and play (most probably in the rain from the looks of the weather these few days). i never fail to give myself more and more challenges.
i either really hate myself to be so cruel to my body or i overestimate my abilities to constantly pump so many challenges for it.
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Don't go this Thurs to play golf!!
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