You know when you think your life is ending, you start thinking what you're truly regretting...
So.. basically when Jiang fetched me to the docs yesterday, i was bawling my eyes out cause i thought i was going to DIE (yes i know the doctor now says its sinusitis but i didnt know that before i went to the doctor) and there were just tears streaming and streaming down and i was just being extremely incoherent to Jiang, saying there's so many things i still wanna do yada yada yada...
So while Jiang looked on in helplessness and yes, complete bewilderment that im getting so overwhelmed by something insignificant.. i remember him slapping his plentiful forehead and going Alamak, stop overreacting...
Looking back, there is a lesson to be learnt from here everyone. No, not always check with doctor before crying... it is that Stacey has finally learnt her greatest desire is truly not about "Travelling" or "seeing the world" or "experiencing life".... gosh, what i was crying about.. was how... i havent got married, i havent lived in my own flat yet and yes.. here comes the big shocker... I havent had children.... (damn)
Im more like my sister than i know... (shucks)
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