closure

closure

Each time i call u, each time i talk to you, you always rebuff me the same way, the same style and with the same aloofness i cant stand. If thats the way u wanna play it, then i am done being a punching bag. i am done sucking it up, i am done being nice.

I dont need you because what you have done to me is way below the belt. How u treat me now reflects on your poor understanding and lack of sensitivity. There was once a time when i truly cared, i truly missed you and truly wanted u back. i hate it when pple show me a negative side and u know it and thats what you have been doing all these months.

Put on a bluff exterior and hide what you really have inside? i dont think so. i think that you are truly glad that it is all over and what you have shown me is nothing less that showing me how repellent you are of me.

But maybe this is just punishment to me for what i have done to you. maybe this is your only way of treating me. if thats the case. i cant take it, i cannot deal with negative vibes coming from so many pple near you. Maybe this is the only way of you reacting to me. maybe this is the only way you know of acting back to me. if that is so, i have accepted my punishment and endured it for far too long.

so, if thats the way you want it, i can do it too. repel from you, whats so hard about that? from now on you will not hear from me. your number is erased from my phone, everything about you will be eviscerated and chopped from my memory. be gone.

why was i so nice to you? i wanted forgiveness, i wanted to be mr nice guy. i was fucking naive. i cant please the whole world, least of all you. so much for still loving you. goodbye and adios my man. you would always be the best thing that has happened to me so far. and now thats all you would ever be, a "had happened". because thats the way i see you want things and thats the way im going to give it to you.

And that my friend, is what they call CLOSURE.